i know i sound like a broken record, but i have found it increasingly difficult to set my thoughts right and write another blog post. amazingly, i can find a million things to blame it on, not the least being the fact that i just moved into my own flat. the very first time i am completely responsible for my own space and what goes on in it. its actually more daunting than exciting and i never imagined that moving out of your folks place and in by yourself could be such an overwhelming experience...but i have done two weeks there and find that i can manoveur around the entire house in the dark so i guess that i am adjusting well. so today i decided that one more day will not go by without another blog post, no matter how little. nothing has happened for me except moving into the new house and getting my car crashed. its a long story that i am not ready to re-hash but suffice to say that it has taken all of my emotional energy to just stay focused at work and have to deal with petty thin